Why's thing's like mere sincere friendship with the opposite sex, be it, female, seem like harder to
attain, and be without contamination with a secret agenda, like sex, selfish (?) (i.e.: friendship with
benefit's), or, those of some men that get a great girl, but don't exhibit to know what they have, hurt
the girl or cause themselves to lose her and/or what they may have had, be it, (thing's were great,
misc., then the guy started screwing up). I mean, who doesn't already know that 'life is short',
moment's (are suppose to be) worth cherishing, sigh . . . and even though God's Word says it's
gonna get worse before it gets better, some people seem to go on clueless as to somehow self
destroy; I mean, Arnold said in the movie, “T2”, (It's in your nature to destroy yourselves). Why do
we as humanity prove that to be true? It just seems that humanity for as long as I've been on this
rock, humanity seems to keep justifying 'judgment day', as everything is recording where Father is,
and still some people continue to smoke other's while other's are getting smoked, even careless,
endless death's due to either someone driving too fast, further due to drinking and driving or
otherwise, and still other's, back to my original thought, other's not knowing what they have, be it a
great girl to hold, love and cherish, hurting her (physically, emotionally, or otherwise); sure, I've
seen some women sitting on the curb, crying their eyes out from time to time in my life, but
continued walking on by, it just being another one of my observation's of humanity during my time
among humanity on this rock. And because I'm among humanity, I'm no different than other people,
I'm as human as the next person, but my observation's seem to plague me in sadness as well as
self-dislike of being down here, thus, of course, yeah, sure, I'd love to be back, as a non-individual,
inside and a part of Father, whom dispensed me forward, out of Himself, just like He's done with
every other Soul. And sure, JC/Father doesn't give us more than we can handle, and knows us
(individually) more than we know, but that feeling, that feeling inside of us, where ya just feel the
overall, overwhelming feeling of sadness, like to see and hear what Father sees and hears but for a
mere moment, we'd be so totally blown away, it'd leave us speechless, but I remember (for myself),
to never question the Father ever, to accept, and to try and bring alittle peace and love to another ,
playing a (honest, truthful, sincere, etc.) part in another's life, (i.e.: a female friendship where both
are free to be themselves, where the (right knowing moral's) or trust and respect are exhibited,
because I was (One) of those whom had, but lost due to not knowing what I had, no shame, but
being human, I chose to learn, grow and mature from. Do I want a woman I can learn to love (again),
to hold and cherish, not with marriage or children, but with just her and I thus, an experience where
each are able to grow and learn from each other and grow together in love, peace and live our life in
that, we are not depended on each other, that we depend on our self, but that our relationship,
friendship, bond, of any kind, is (complementary), not anything else. I love WOMAN. I weep though
for humanity in general as well as myself that Father created something beyond our imagination so
beautiful, and we as a humanity seemed to, throughout the age's unto each other, have just mucked
it all up, so no wonder love among our humanity may be over rated or abused, like a wolf in sheep's
clothing. “Where is the love”? - some popular song I've heard on the radio, as well as some other's I
like. The sign's are all around us (i.e.: in music lyrics, film, life), who's to say that we as humanity are
so clueless that we have no idea how much Father may be using for the better of us those thing's
that are so much around us, that we use to entertain us, communicate, etc. (i.e.: music, film, etc.) to
open our eyes to not only each other, but as well as Him, and He who designed all life for us to
enjoy, but we just go on (i.e.: next party, next drink, next sex mate, next (?) I'm not gonna judge
other's but I can speak for myself, that, sure, maybe I have played it safe for year's by staying alone,
regardless of how many extremely gorgeous women there are in Los Angeles alone, I can't bring
myself to exhibiting like some of those of my gender that hurt and destroy so much of what Father
utterly wanted us to enjoy and appreciate, but in essence, honor Him, by treating those thing's we
all take for granted, with the due respect, etc., regardless of what or how some other person may
treat us. Call me 'old school', call me a fool, call me what ya will, but I will continue living, I will
continue seeking a female whom I can share my heart with, and I will continue learning and growing
to the best of my ability as much as Father allows. Sure, I may not read Father's Word nearly as
much as I should, but Father knows my heart, and personally knows I just wanna be close to a
woman that I can learn to love, respect, cherish, and support but without a woman taking my
'kindness for weakness', and abusing that which should be appreciated. I mean isn't there enough
stupidity, psychoticism, and hating, to say the least among humanity? Geez . . . I am so freaking
sure. To have some front it with 'It's like that', is just crap and so “Lucifer”. Sigh . . . Father wants us
all to be happy, but not at the expense of some of humanity hurting, etc. Others to attain that
happiness, 'kno' what I'm saying'? I mean, on the real. But sure, some of humanity will read all this,
and laugh, wanna smoke me, say this and/or that, but ya know what, I really don't freaking care
anymore. Father's giving me the gift of music via “iTunes” or elsewhere, and the beautiful sight, of
my non - human baby - “Lake Hollywood”, and if I end up remaining alone 'til' the end of my day's,
so be it. If love comes forth from a desirable female I, want to be with, then fine, that's cool too.
Maybe that why I like, what I call the “Faith (actress Eliza Dushku) Psychological and Personality
Profile”, or why my upbringing was alittle like that of the movie, “The Outsiders”, or even why I still
today like the movie, “Young Guns” - the first film. Maybe I feel my search to inner happiness is in
Cunnilingus (more about her than I), maybe it's in my music, maybe it's in the beauty of a woman's
smile, eyes, laugh, I don't know; I'm down here just like everyone else, trying to live in peace and
happiness. Well, guess I've bored humanity enough with my (?), wish everyone much love and
happiness in your life. Ya know what I think I adore the most, is that love, hug, care, support, misc
women share with each other; loving Angel's. Take care. Feel free to browse picture's (below).
attain, and be without contamination with a secret agenda, like sex, selfish (?) (i.e.: friendship with
benefit's), or, those of some men that get a great girl, but don't exhibit to know what they have, hurt
the girl or cause themselves to lose her and/or what they may have had, be it, (thing's were great,
misc., then the guy started screwing up). I mean, who doesn't already know that 'life is short',
moment's (are suppose to be) worth cherishing, sigh . . . and even though God's Word says it's
gonna get worse before it gets better, some people seem to go on clueless as to somehow self
destroy; I mean, Arnold said in the movie, “T2”, (It's in your nature to destroy yourselves). Why do
we as humanity prove that to be true? It just seems that humanity for as long as I've been on this
rock, humanity seems to keep justifying 'judgment day', as everything is recording where Father is,
and still some people continue to smoke other's while other's are getting smoked, even careless,
endless death's due to either someone driving too fast, further due to drinking and driving or
otherwise, and still other's, back to my original thought, other's not knowing what they have, be it a
great girl to hold, love and cherish, hurting her (physically, emotionally, or otherwise); sure, I've
seen some women sitting on the curb, crying their eyes out from time to time in my life, but
continued walking on by, it just being another one of my observation's of humanity during my time
among humanity on this rock. And because I'm among humanity, I'm no different than other people,
I'm as human as the next person, but my observation's seem to plague me in sadness as well as
self-dislike of being down here, thus, of course, yeah, sure, I'd love to be back, as a non-individual,
inside and a part of Father, whom dispensed me forward, out of Himself, just like He's done with
every other Soul. And sure, JC/Father doesn't give us more than we can handle, and knows us
(individually) more than we know, but that feeling, that feeling inside of us, where ya just feel the
overall, overwhelming feeling of sadness, like to see and hear what Father sees and hears but for a
mere moment, we'd be so totally blown away, it'd leave us speechless, but I remember (for myself),
to never question the Father ever, to accept, and to try and bring alittle peace and love to another ,
playing a (honest, truthful, sincere, etc.) part in another's life, (i.e.: a female friendship where both
are free to be themselves, where the (right knowing moral's) or trust and respect are exhibited,
because I was (One) of those whom had, but lost due to not knowing what I had, no shame, but
being human, I chose to learn, grow and mature from. Do I want a woman I can learn to love (again),
to hold and cherish, not with marriage or children, but with just her and I thus, an experience where
each are able to grow and learn from each other and grow together in love, peace and live our life in
that, we are not depended on each other, that we depend on our self, but that our relationship,
friendship, bond, of any kind, is (complementary), not anything else. I love WOMAN. I weep though
for humanity in general as well as myself that Father created something beyond our imagination so
beautiful, and we as a humanity seemed to, throughout the age's unto each other, have just mucked
it all up, so no wonder love among our humanity may be over rated or abused, like a wolf in sheep's
clothing. “Where is the love”? - some popular song I've heard on the radio, as well as some other's I
like. The sign's are all around us (i.e.: in music lyrics, film, life), who's to say that we as humanity are
so clueless that we have no idea how much Father may be using for the better of us those thing's
that are so much around us, that we use to entertain us, communicate, etc. (i.e.: music, film, etc.) to
open our eyes to not only each other, but as well as Him, and He who designed all life for us to
enjoy, but we just go on (i.e.: next party, next drink, next sex mate, next (?) I'm not gonna judge
other's but I can speak for myself, that, sure, maybe I have played it safe for year's by staying alone,
regardless of how many extremely gorgeous women there are in Los Angeles alone, I can't bring
myself to exhibiting like some of those of my gender that hurt and destroy so much of what Father
utterly wanted us to enjoy and appreciate, but in essence, honor Him, by treating those thing's we
all take for granted, with the due respect, etc., regardless of what or how some other person may
treat us. Call me 'old school', call me a fool, call me what ya will, but I will continue living, I will
continue seeking a female whom I can share my heart with, and I will continue learning and growing
to the best of my ability as much as Father allows. Sure, I may not read Father's Word nearly as
much as I should, but Father knows my heart, and personally knows I just wanna be close to a
woman that I can learn to love, respect, cherish, and support but without a woman taking my
'kindness for weakness', and abusing that which should be appreciated. I mean isn't there enough
stupidity, psychoticism, and hating, to say the least among humanity? Geez . . . I am so freaking
sure. To have some front it with 'It's like that', is just crap and so “Lucifer”. Sigh . . . Father wants us
all to be happy, but not at the expense of some of humanity hurting, etc. Others to attain that
happiness, 'kno' what I'm saying'? I mean, on the real. But sure, some of humanity will read all this,
and laugh, wanna smoke me, say this and/or that, but ya know what, I really don't freaking care
anymore. Father's giving me the gift of music via “iTunes” or elsewhere, and the beautiful sight, of
my non - human baby - “Lake Hollywood”, and if I end up remaining alone 'til' the end of my day's,
so be it. If love comes forth from a desirable female I, want to be with, then fine, that's cool too.
Maybe that why I like, what I call the “Faith (actress Eliza Dushku) Psychological and Personality
Profile”, or why my upbringing was alittle like that of the movie, “The Outsiders”, or even why I still
today like the movie, “Young Guns” - the first film. Maybe I feel my search to inner happiness is in
Cunnilingus (more about her than I), maybe it's in my music, maybe it's in the beauty of a woman's
smile, eyes, laugh, I don't know; I'm down here just like everyone else, trying to live in peace and
happiness. Well, guess I've bored humanity enough with my (?), wish everyone much love and
happiness in your life. Ya know what I think I adore the most, is that love, hug, care, support, misc
women share with each other; loving Angel's. Take care. Feel free to browse picture's (below).
Welcome to Page 2 of my website; please enjoy the (following), as it is my sincere hope that it may bring
some relief to some women to/in knowing that NOT all guy's, at least in LA, are clueless or
a loser. Like me or hate me, the (following) is merely my ' to - date' observational summary of what I've
personally witnessed & have observed among humanity in my day's on this rock among humanity.
Woman, to me, is the most intriging, beautiful creation (essentially at the core of her being) ever
created. I'm not, as some might say, 'pussy whipped'. It's just that to not always be into myself, and to
gaze upon the sight of woman, sigh, is comforting & relaxing, in every way to me. Review (below) vvv
some relief to some women to/in knowing that NOT all guy's, at least in LA, are clueless or
a loser. Like me or hate me, the (following) is merely my ' to - date' observational summary of what I've
personally witnessed & have observed among humanity in my day's on this rock among humanity.
Woman, to me, is the most intriging, beautiful creation (essentially at the core of her being) ever
created. I'm not, as some might say, 'pussy whipped'. It's just that to not always be into myself, and to
gaze upon the sight of woman, sigh, is comforting & relaxing, in every way to me. Review (below) vvv
